35th days without him.
Day by day pass without him. House seems so quiet. Sigh.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Friday, June 25, 2010
25June2010
In my Heart.
31th days without him. Sigh.
Tired of everything. Tired of living.
Satisfied with my results. Unexpected.
I dont want anything, I just dont want you to be upset. That's all.
Tired of everything. Tired of living.
Satisfied with my results. Unexpected.
I dont want anything, I just dont want you to be upset. That's all.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
23&24June
29&30Days without him.
Results today. Must wait till morning results will be out. Sigh, worried.
Results today. Must wait till morning results will be out. Sigh, worried.
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
20june2010
It 26th days without him.
Sigh. It takes forever to pass a day.
ok, im worried for my results it will be out in few days time.
I dont want to disappoint my mom.
I dont want her to upset. How?
Sigh. It takes forever to pass a day.
ok, im worried for my results it will be out in few days time.
I dont want to disappoint my mom.
I dont want her to upset. How?
Saturday, June 19, 2010
17&18
24&25 days without him.
I did not treasure him, now i regretted. :( Sigh.
I really really wish it did not happened.
I did not treasure him, now i regretted. :( Sigh.
I really really wish it did not happened.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
15june2010
22days without him.
Sigh, day by day pass slower. Wish time pass faster. Many people are talking abt father's day coming. Sigh. I so upset. D:
Went to acc for ball. Only when i am playing i can forgot all the unhappiness. But after that the memories will come back again. Sigh. My life sucks.
Monday, June 14, 2010
If i have a chance,i wish my life start over again.
I wish those unhappy memories can fly like a balloon to forgot everything.
20&21 days without him. I miss him more that you can imagine. D:Sigh, I miss him.
Heart never felt so pain before. D:
If i have a chance,i wish my life start over again.
I miss you much darling.
Saturday, June 12, 2010
11&12June2010
I will always see sunset i wont see sunrise because my life live in the darkness.
18&19 days without him. Sigh.
Is really a bad day today.
My mom was crying again. When i see her so upset my heart was so painful.
I and my sis were talking and we said that what if someone called and look for dad. And someone really called. OMG. I answered i was totally spechless. I dont know what to say. Not only that I saw faebook some people were talking abt their dad. My life was really terrible now. Why? Why? Why? Sigh, Seriously my life sucks big time!!!!!
Thursday, June 10, 2010
10June2010
17th days without you.
Sigh, thought it would be a another long and normal day but it wasnt. My mom cried. I saw her cried and cried too. Sigh. Things happened again that i hope it wont.
Why cant everythings be perfect?
Loves, Jean
Sigh, thought it would be a another long and normal day but it wasnt. My mom cried. I saw her cried and cried too. Sigh. Things happened again that i hope it wont.
Why cant everythings be perfect?
Loves, Jean
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
9June2010
16th days without you.
Its another long day again. The time seems to be so slower. Like forever the same. Sigh.
I dont understand why. The more i think the more i regretted. D:
Yes, my life really changed so much this year. Sigh. The more i hope better the more it became worst. 2010 is really a bad year.
Loves, Jean
Its another long day again. The time seems to be so slower. Like forever the same. Sigh.
I dont understand why. The more i think the more i regretted. D:
Yes, my life really changed so much this year. Sigh. The more i hope better the more it became worst. 2010 is really a bad year.
Loves, Jean
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
8June 2010
15th days without you.
My life had changed so much this year. Why? Sigh.
I wish time could pass faster. But it seems to be passing even slower than usual. Sigh.
I need to get something to make me busy to make me stop thinking. Sigh.
Loves, Jean
My life had changed so much this year. Why? Sigh.
I wish time could pass faster. But it seems to be passing even slower than usual. Sigh.
I need to get something to make me busy to make me stop thinking. Sigh.
Loves, Jean
Monday, June 7, 2010
7june2010
14days without him.
I didnt know so much things till he left. I couldn't believe it.
Loves, Jean
I didnt know so much things till he left. I couldn't believe it.
Loves, Jean
Sunday, June 6, 2010
6june 2010
13days without you. Sigh.
I wish it was dream. But its not a dream after all. Sigh.
KK Appointment tmr.
Loves, Jean
I wish it was dream. But its not a dream after all. Sigh.
KK Appointment tmr.
Loves, Jean
Saturday, June 5, 2010
5june2010
12 days without you. Sigh. D:
Time pass so slow this few days. Had been thinking and thinking.
Darling told me this today. This is life. Full of problems. We can only learn from it and learn to manage it. There's nothing we can do sometimes only pray hard that it will be solve and not happen again. Seriously many happened and still happening. I really miss all the memories and everything!
No matter what, I dont have the choice and still need to move on. Sigh. Life sucks so much now. I miss you. D:
Loves, Jean
Time pass so slow this few days. Had been thinking and thinking.
Darling told me this today. This is life. Full of problems. We can only learn from it and learn to manage it. There's nothing we can do sometimes only pray hard that it will be solve and not happen again. Seriously many happened and still happening. I really miss all the memories and everything!
No matter what, I dont have the choice and still need to move on. Sigh. Life sucks so much now. I miss you. D:
Loves, Jean
Friday, June 4, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
10th
10 days without him. Sigh.
Life's unpredictable, you may not know what happen the next minute.
When will i have a better day? Sigh.
Loves, Jean
Life's unpredictable, you may not know what happen the next minute.
When will i have a better day? Sigh.
Loves, Jean
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Sigh
Sigh, 9 days without him.
Today went to my dad's factory. When i reach there my tears roll down again. The memories suddenly flash back.
Somebody told me its a sinful world. So be happy for him for he's now closer to God. But i am not happy at all. Sigh. Many things happen this year. Why so many happen? I really dont understand.
1month of holiday. Holiday i am not happy at all. Not becoz i want to go school. Becoz will make me think more. Sigh. D:
Loves, Jean
Today went to my dad's factory. When i reach there my tears roll down again. The memories suddenly flash back.
Somebody told me its a sinful world. So be happy for him for he's now closer to God. But i am not happy at all. Sigh. Many things happen this year. Why so many happen? I really dont understand.
1month of holiday. Holiday i am not happy at all. Not becoz i want to go school. Becoz will make me think more. Sigh. D:
Loves, Jean
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
8th day- i miss the past!
8day without him.
Today is the last paper.
Very difficult. Sigh.
Holidays now. Most of the people must be happy but i am not happy at all.
Holiday will only make me think more.I need a job to stop me from thinking Sigh.
Whenever, i am alone my tears will tend to roll down my cheeks. I will think and think more.
I miss my dad. Sigh. Why? My life now sucks so much.
Will time heal everything? Sigh.
I really miss the past a lot. I wish to go back to the past.
I also wish time pass faster. Really. I feel that the time like forever wont stop. Sigh.
I know A LOT of friends concern about me. Thanks guys, for being there for me. I really glad to know you guys. You guys are the biggest gift that god gave me. But god also take away my dearest dad. Can i have both?D: Life so meaningless.
Loves, Jean
Today is the last paper.
Very difficult. Sigh.
Holidays now. Most of the people must be happy but i am not happy at all.
Holiday will only make me think more.I need a job to stop me from thinking Sigh.
Whenever, i am alone my tears will tend to roll down my cheeks. I will think and think more.
I miss my dad. Sigh. Why? My life now sucks so much.
Will time heal everything? Sigh.
I really miss the past a lot. I wish to go back to the past.
I also wish time pass faster. Really. I feel that the time like forever wont stop. Sigh.
I know A LOT of friends concern about me. Thanks guys, for being there for me. I really glad to know you guys. You guys are the biggest gift that god gave me. But god also take away my dearest dad. Can i have both?D: Life so meaningless.
Loves, Jean
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