Last day of July

When i miss you, i will take a look at the pictures we took and my tears tell me how much i miss you.

67days without him.
Last day of July. Hope if would be a better month ahead.
Each day pass damn slow in school but when comes to weekends it pass damn fast.
Every morning when i am awake it seems like is another long day again.
Each day pass by, my heart still filled with tears missing you. Without you, seriously everything changed. But no matter where you go, i know you are always with us and you will always remain in my heart. I really do miss you.

30July2010

66days without him already.Sigh.
Captain said too bad lor, life sucks. Yes, seriously life sucks. Damn. What's wrong with my life? Things didn't seems better.
A person called and look for my dad again. Sigh. Speechless.

29July2010

65days without him. Sigh, seriously miss him more and more. :(

Nicoleen's birthday

Happy Seventeen Nicoleen♥ !
Nicoleen remember what you promise me okay? Im waiting.
Celebration on Monday was a successful one. Surprise didn't fail. She got tricked by us. Awesome.

Whenever we had celebration time files. Celebrations makes People around me happy.
People around me happy i am satisfied.



64days since he left. Sigh.

63days. I miss him. Can i see him in my dream?

If a person changes, everything changes too.

25July2010

This took last year and it also the last picture!

I think i counted wrongly or i think i am thinking too much. Its only 2months. Sigh. It seems like so long. Time is pass so slow everyday. How i wish it pass faster. Sigh. I am missing him everyday. Sigh. Hopefully my mood tmr will be good. If not people around me will be worst.

61days

61days without him.

Sigh, tmr is 3months already.

I thought i was strong enough. I wish i am strong enough but it seems it doesn't at all.

Its really hard to accept the fact that changed.

Many people say time heals. Hopefully it really heals.

Thanks friends for always being there for me. You guys know who you are. I know you all want me to be how i used to be. But i don't know wether it will be the same anymore. Time changed. Everything changes too. Now i just hope people around me are happy. Even though, i am not. Without you guys, i cant smile. Thanks for everything.

Miss Pey birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS PEY!

Went back NCHS to Celebrate Miss Pey birthday which is TMR.
Awesome. We had lots of have fun and giving her surprises.

23july2010

56days without him.
I miss him badly. That is the only thing i can say. :(

21July2010

55days without him.

Life sucks so much without him.

20July2010

54days without him. Sigh.


School as usual.
Time in school pass damn slow. 1min seems like 1hour. Sigh.


Will time really heal? Hopefully.Sigh.
Talking with my close friends realising how much it changed this year.
How i wish now was last year because everything was better compare to now.
Things changed. People changed too.

18july2010

53days without him.


Sigh, i missing him more and more each day. how?
I can only see the pictures of him if i miss him. Sigh.
Why?
School as usual. Hours in school pass damn slow seems no ending. Sigh.

I miss them who used to be!
Seeing them so upset make me even sad. :C Although i dont know how you guys feel but i know losing someone really hurt a lot! But not worth to shred a tears over them. Really not worth. Compare to me, you guys are much more better. Sigh.

2010 sucks big time!

16 July 2010

51days without him.

Went back NCHS Again. Gastric pain for the whole day. Sigh.
I spoil everybody mood. Sorry my friends. But after crying out it felt much better.
I miss my dad badly. Sigh.

Seeing people around me so upset it make me worst. Sigh.

15july2010

50days without him.

Okay school as usual. Project is killing me. Sigh. Everyday now seems slowly and slowly to pass.
It really takes forever to pass a day. Sigh. Saw somethings make me worse.

You never cherish what you have until you lose it completely .

14July2010

49days without him. I miss him more and more.
Dad, where are you now? :(

I dont know why. I get pissed off easily nowadays. No mood.
People around me is no longer happy anymore including myself. :(
School as usual. Meet up with the usual people.
Why life are always full of unhappiness? Friends around me are no longer like before. Sigh.
I really dont know why.

Trying hard to put on a smile.

12july2010

47days already. Sigh

Today is counted 49days in Chinese calendar. Skip school today as 49days i need to go pray. What's wrong with me? I totally no mood. Pissed off easily.


I saw a friend posted this : I wouldn't need a time machine. If can, I would just need a machine that erase memories. The bad memories and Just keep my happy memories to make myself happy.
Wouldn't it great if there is a machine like this?

Back to school

45days. Without him.

BACK TO HIGH SCHOOL!

Back to school for carnival. Meet up with friends and teachers.
Lots of memories flash back. I love the memories there! Its was awesome(Y).

Somethings is not easy to forget or forgive. Doesn't mean sorry solve everything.

41th days

41th days without him.

School starts yesterday and the new timetable was like all hours extended. Damn tired. Long journey seems like no ending. Life as well. Seems no ending.
I miss him more and more each day. Sigh.

2july2010

37thdays without him. Sigh.



School starting in 2days time. Timetable hours extended.

Somethings happened again today. Sigh.

Nobody will understand.

Time heals everything, depends on how long.