A busy day.

Looking through this Neo-print make me realize how much I had changed.

A busy day
86days without him.
Damn exhausted.
Left with one week of hoilday.

20July2010

A day with LOTS OF THINGS.
86days. 100days will be on 1september. Sigh.
The longer the day pass i really really miss you.
Whenever, i close my eyes i will think of you. Sigh. Why?

If things didn't happened, it wont changed.

Somethings i kept to myself and keep thinking but i still dont know why?
I don't dare to ask. Maybe i am thinking too much. As time pass, distance always drift apart. We no longer the one that use to be anymore. But at least we had a unforgettable memories.
Maybe somethings is better keeping to myself then saying out.

An another long day.

Another long day!
If there is really a time machine so many thing i wont let if to happen.
Time don't heals because it just like scars it wont heals.
I couldn't sleep well last night I don't know why. Thinking all the things happened this year. Like what my mom told to the customer : Maybe other people are much more worse then us but why must it happened to us?The missing you feeling is terrible.Does putting the blame on others make you feel better?
It's life i don't have a choice.

Memories♥ reminds me of how we used to be.

190810

85days without him.
I really do miss him. Sigh.
Dad where are you now? I really really miss you ALOT.
I miss the call you called me everyday. Asking me have i eaten? Haven go home?
Miss those jokes you make with us. House filled with all the memories with you. The only way i miss you is only pictures of you in my phone. Why?
If making them feel better, just put all the blame on me.
Until i had lose you i realize how important you were. But is already too late. Without you, i wouldn't be in this world.

180810

Out with darling to KTV.
4hours of singing. Awesome.
Talk about the past,reminds me of how we used to be.

17/08/10

84days with him.
Time heals? I dont think so. Because each day pass by i miss him more. Sigh.
Good things never last.
Bad day today,customers keep on asking and asking. Irritating. Sigh.

first day of 2weeks hoilday!

First day of 2 week hoilday.
83days. Sigh. Went to help my mother. She was busy cause due to GHOST FESTIVAL.
Okay its another long days.
Life seems so meaningless every single day.
Changed my blogskins. Thanks to WENLI.
Text from friends always makes me smile.
So many things happened this year, is it Karma falling on me?

130809

80days without him.
Each day each day pass.
Miss him everyday. Sigh.

Meet up my darlings at compass and the rest headed to seoul garden. Slack and Starbucks and talk so much. Meetup again!
Sorry ended up spoil you guys the mood.
Its a place with all the memories. Sigh.

79Days without him.
I miss you ALOT.

Thinking back, i realised that i had not said " I LOVE YOU" to him,not even once and now he is gone. Sigh.

Love♥ is what everyone hoped for, and everyone needs it, no matter how strong or tough one is.

110810

HAPPY SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY WENLI!
Surprise for you. Hope you love it! All the best in everything!
We are FATED to be in the same class.

75days

75days without him.

Mom is working lately this few days. Sigh.
7months coming which makes her more busy.
I wish he were back. Sigh.

YOG TORCH Celebration

Back to school for YOG Torch Relay. Damn Crowded.

Bused to airport to have our dinner and home after that.
They are the ones whom never fail to make me laugh everyday.(Y)

friday

73days without him.

Why cant it just start over again, get it back to the way it was.

71days

71days without him. Sigh.
Why there is so many problems?
Damn tired of everything.
I dont know why. Can this 4months pass faster?

Thanks guys never fails to make me laugh everyday. I know you all want me not to think but my mind cant stop me from thinking. Things go and come back again. Sigh.

2nd august 2010

First day of the week!
Mom drove sis to school then I realize how much i miss Nanchiau. That was the place with full of memories & laughter. A place to remember.
But now it seems totally changed. No longer the class 4A.
S&W first lesson. Running on the track was awesome can stop your mind from thinking.
69days without him. Counting each day pass by missing him more. 2nd term of school yet i didnt know anything about the module.Haven been listening during lesson. Die. Afraid i cant make it for Higher nitec. Sigh.
Darling told me 4more months to 2011. Yes, left with 4more months!

There is always a reason behind everything. Wouldn't it be great if you know the reason behind everything?

lst day of agust

1st day of August 2010
68days without him.

Home all day long.
-Done with project.
-Painting of house.
-Studying.

Painting house was tiring can.
My house on sale now.Sigh.
The house is filled with lots of memories. Both good and bad ones.
Its monday tmr again. Gonna be a long long day again.
Hope tmr will be a better day.