Last week of April

Last week of april, School was fine. Test on thursday wasnt as hard as i thought. Getting results next week. Back to high sch, didnt manage to see any teachers as they were all busy. But still, had great time there.

It's been a week

I am back posting. Last day if school for the week! Yes, long weekends! Well this week wasn't that bad. At least I made 2 new friends, it better than none. Couldn't imagine how I had to spent my 2years.. Sigh. How I wish, things turns out differently. I'm really afraid I couldn't make it. I've got 3modules yet 2 of it I don't understand at all. Shit, test is just next Tuesday?! Sigh. I don't see things are getting better...

Yes, its fridayyyyyy

Last day of school for the week. Its been a week of school. Omg, i still didn't know any friends. Sigh. How i wish im back to secondary school life. This year is worse than last year. I thought it would be better but... Well, its friday school ends early. Today wasn't a bad day due to some reason. Hahah, shy*. I am happy! Woohooo!!!

School Life

Last day of orientation, well sad to say that i didn't make any new friends. Lesson start tomorrow. Wondering if im able to cope well. Second day of school and got assignment report to complete. Sigh, seriously hate school now. Not even week if school, i felt so tired and moodless. When will it be better? SIGH.

First day

School life started, I couldn't imagine I'm really different class with them. I hate orientation. First day of school simply sucks. I can just die seriously. In school being loner. Sigh. It's even worse then last year. Dread going to school everyday. I miss OE, but I miss secondary school life more. Can time pass faster for now. I really hate the start of school. Fuckmylife.

Universal Studio

Went to USS with them. Awesome day spent at there. The roller coaster is simply AWESOMEEEEEE! Shout our lungs out. We manage to sit a few times of the rides repeatedly, great day spent there!

Picnic with lovely girls!

Great days with lovely girls! Meet up for a picnic at Achorvale CC. They never fails to make my day. Our craziness, camwhoare, gossip and our never ending H2H talks. Spend my day with them. Fly kite but fail only for few mintues and then drop down. But still I had a Awesomeeeeee day! We took lots of pictures, I will upload tomorrow! I'm glad that I had them with me. Thank you girls for making my day!
Whenever I'm happy, time always pass the fastest. When I'm sad, time seems to take forever to pass. Why is that so? Sigh.

Disappointment

Everything turns out differently. I didn't get into the same class as Wenli and Lihong. After I know, I totally dread going to school now. No more, accompanion during lessons, no more gossips during lessons, no more attending late lessons together. Sigh, everythings not the same anymore. Totally upset when all of us are being separated I hope their advisor would allow them to transfer to my class. Please god, let us be in the same class again. I promise, with them with me I would definitely score better! I really need them with me, please:(

Shoppingggggggggg!

Shopping with Babe.
Far east, Wisma , bugis then homed. Babe accompany me home, she came to slack at my place. Camwhoare at my place, more on facebook. Enjoy my day with her.
Bought things for school. Gosh school is starting just in few days time, im totally not excited. NERVOUS*
Well, who cares I am gonna to enjoy the last few days of hoildays. Picnic tomorrow with my lovely girls. Saturday Unverisal Studio with Bestfriend and the rest. Can't wait! :)

Selfish

Maybe sometimes, I only think for myself and not others. Others may be worse than me, its just that I didn't know. I tends to hide everything to myself not because is better, but I don't want to add my problems to people around me. Sigh. Crying doesn't seems helping. Nothing is helping. I don't see things is changing for better.

Unpredictable

Had a bad dream last night.
Talk with Kaixin last night, sigh life unpredictable. We won't know what will happened the next second.
Babe, Stay strong alright. I could understand how you feel. I don't know how to cheer you up either cause I myself also can't. If you need me, i will be here. Take care,

Pray

Went to visit(bai) my dad this morning. We really miss him terribly. Mom cried non-stop, i didnt stop her but cried with her. Because i know it helps after crying everything out. Sigh, if only things could start over again, I swear I would treat everything differently .

Bad mood ruins me to have bad tempered.
I'm not petty, I'm just not in the mood. You wouldnt know how I feel.
You left me speechless.
Why do I feel like we're drifting far apart?

Sometimes I really hate myself.

I wish things didn't happened at all. That's impossible, I always believe things happened for a reason, but sometimes I wonder what are the reason are and why must this even happen? I hate myself for not being strong enough. Whenever I see my mom cried, I can't control. Why can't just everything start over again? I know that once gone, are gone forever it won't come back again. Nobody will understand how I feel. I really wish someone could hug me tight and cry together with me. Anybody? Please. I doubt none.

Sunny afternoon

Last week of school holidays. I'm totally not excited for school at all. I hate making new friends and 3 hell days of orientation. Simply sucks.

Afternoon, Bought lunched from compass and headed back home with YihJen. We chatted for hours continuously. Talking almost everything. We even wonder how our future will be like after few year? Wondering. Well, we talked back about secondary life too. Missing those great old days. No matter how much we miss those were the past I would turn back too. If only time could turn back.

New envoirment

New house. Been staying here for 2 weeks. Not really used to it yet. Babes came to my house today, slacked, chat, gossip and jokes. APRIL FOOL DAY, all of them got tricked by me. They are simply awesome.

Shall head to bed now! Meeting babes for jogging later! :D

Miss this girl of mine.

Its been a long time.

i swear this year pass freaking fast. Its already april, and im like starting next next week?