Miss him

7days without him.
Today EFC test the first paper. The paper starting was easy but the comprehension was very difficult. I hope i can do well. Sigh. I miss him.
Everyday, i would received his call. But i wont be able to received his call anymore. D:
CSV test tmr. Hope i can do better in that.
I wish my days pass faster.

Loves, Jean

6th day.

Its already the 6th day since he is gone. Sigh, I miss him. Wondering where is he now. It may be good for him to leave but what about us?

Many people told me time will heal everything? Will it? How long? Take years or months? Or it wont either happen. If things can be go back i promise i will treasure him,

Darling told me believe god. Everything happens for a reason. Wether is good or bad it will definately turn out to be something good. Life is full or up and downs. I only realized how much we really need him when he is gone. D:

2010 is a bad year. Let the good things come in 2011. And may this year pass soon.

Cherish the people around you now. Dont regret like me when its too late. D:

Loves, Jean

The worst day

25MAY 2010 will be the worst day i had in my whole life.
Seriously 2010 sucks big time.
I dont know why this happened to me.
I had lots of things to tell you but why you leave us so quickly. When didnt you wait for us?
I really really dont understand.
Dear god, what did i did wrong? Why must you do this to my family? WHY WHY WHY!? Life is so unfair. Why cant everything be perfect? I wish time can turn back and i will treasure every single things around me. But now is already too late.

Loves, Jean

24May2010

School usual.
When subway for self studying.
Exam next week. OMG, Chapter 11! MUST STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

Loves,Jean

23may2010

Sometimes, I wondering is it i cause everything to happened? Can things be undone? From the start things should not be happened in that way.
Thinking back, Happy/unhappy memories flash back in my mind. I miss the happy memories.

Love, Jean

20MAY2010/21MAY2010

Sch as usual.
9more days to exam yet i haven start studying.
Back to NCHS today.
Got to start studying soon. I have been saying yet not started.

Loves, JEAN

MELVIN 18TH

Hey Melvin, Happy Birthday! :D

zhaokiat 18th

ZHAOKIAT 18TH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Hope you have awesome celebration!

Loves, Jean

looking for presents.

After school. Went bugis to look for Zhaokiat present as his birthday is tomorrow. Guys present are really hard for girl to find. Meet Natasha and Felicia and at last we mange to bought a jacket for him. Had a great day with them. Because Felicia was the joker and cant stop making us laugh!

Loves, Jean

Sis birthday!

Happy Birthday Sister! I love you many. Ok, Fifteen years old already. Jiayou for you exam. Celebrate after your exam okay? Your present not much la but hope you like.
Loves, Jean

Mother's day

Happy Mother's day! I love you!
Made a card for her. Although, not much la. But hope she like it. Thanks for the everything. Love you much.

Loves, Jean

memories

BAD/GOOD MEMORIES!

I can remember all the things that happened last year. Is alrdy 5months yet i still can remember everything.
I remember/miss darling and i first day work was at hort park.
I remember because of that we cant go to Halloween.
I remember lots of kiasu people coming because of the stupid lucky draw.
I remember darling and i was so annoy by the people.
I remember the person who want to demonstrate to the ang mo and put the phone in end up the phone got stuck in the machine.
I remember we be the photographer for the last day.
I remember/miss darling and I laughing loudly when we are working.
I remember/miss the first work at INETS kisok with darling at raffles.
I remember/miss working at dhoby ghaut.
I remember i was late for work and how darling was worried for me.
I remember darling waited for me end work.
I remember/miss working at sitec.
I remember/miss working at jurong point.
I remember/miss working at cineleisure.
I remember we went to herren as there is no sales there.
I remember darling didnt talk to me at all when working at cineleisure.
I remember having problems and complain when working at kofu.
I remember darling, feilica, zhaokiat, weiren, Engkiat went to kallang settle everything with our supervisor.
I remember how upset darling was.
I remember we go break more than 1 hour.
I remember people thought i make darling cry.
I remember/miss working at buona vista.
I remember darling thought her card lost end up in her wallet.
I remember traveling from buona vista with darling without talking.
I remember we went all the way to dhoby ghaut.
I remember working at republic ploy with natasha.
I remember at yew tee with sukii.
I remember/miss working at jurong point.
I remember darling came jurong point find me.
I remember/miss working at SIM.
I remember working for the mascot thingy.
I remember working at punggol.
I remember darling's dad want to make darling laugh as he know she is upset.
I remember working with sister at tampines mall and TM1.

I remember every single thing!

Darling, i dont want to see you upset.
I know is hard for you to forget him.
But is alrdy 5 months. Come on, is time to let go.
Life go on. Move on.
Loves, Jean

7 may 2010

Back-ed to NCHS again. Wanted to photocopy things ended up spoil. Played basketball there. Lots of Memories there.