The worst day

25MAY 2010 will be the worst day i had in my whole life.
Seriously 2010 sucks big time.
I dont know why this happened to me.
I had lots of things to tell you but why you leave us so quickly. When didnt you wait for us?
I really really dont understand.
Dear god, what did i did wrong? Why must you do this to my family? WHY WHY WHY!? Life is so unfair. Why cant everything be perfect? I wish time can turn back and i will treasure every single things around me. But now is already too late.

Loves, Jean