Once a time.

They came to my house. Maybe is the last time. Sigh. Moving house like less then a month time. Started to study today. Ended up, talked more than we study.

School tomorrow, new month new start!
Everything start again! Another month!

First Halloween Night.

Halloween at Escape. First time going for halloween. Its wasn't that great. Cause we went there late and didn't really get to see any ghosts. Priate Ship just once took us 55mins to queue. Darling and I decided to go to USS next year for Halloween next year!

I said to darling,

To me you are awesome. She said Tell me about it.

You are awesome because you makes me happy.
You are awesome because you are always there for me.
You are awesome because you said that life has never been fair. Having a best friend like me and it wasn't fair to others.
You are awesome because you said that you will be my nothing because nothing last forever.
You are awesome just because you are my best friend.
You are awesome just the way you are.
I love you.

Just another normal day.

Back to high school. High school is still the best place.
I hope,i really hope.


Everyone has their own problems because there's nothing perfect.

Nothing's forever so don't bother wishing things that would be forever.

Time files, 5months.

I suppose to act as nothing seems to be happening. But..during lesson i wrote on the paper date 25May2010. What's wrong am i thinking? Damn. The more i tried not to think the more i can't.
When i know i wrote the wrong date. I started thinking back that date what happen and everything. I couldn't stop my tears. I wanted to control but i just can't. Sorry friends made you guys worried. But i can't help it either.It's hard for the one who leaves but it's harder for the ones left behind.

My form teacher text me. When i read her text i cried more worse, but what she said was so true that wake me up from everything. I know he wouldn't want to see me this way too. But i really just cant help it.

She wrote this,

Once upon a time, there was a girl who lived in a beautiful house with her happy family of 5 and a dog. She is the eldest love child of the parents. Although her family is not perfect,like many other families too. Her parents love her dearly. One day, her dad is in pain and has to go. He went so hostility that he has no chance to say goodbye. But he has no choice to cause the pain is unbearable. So he left, hoping that his little love ones will understand that he needs to go and hopes that they will forgive him leaving them suddenly. Not surprisingly, the whole family was very upset with his departure and couldn't understand why he left so suddenly, ESP his eldest love child, Jean. She cried whenever she thinks about her dad and question why he just leaves them all alone in this hostile world. The dad saw them being so hurt and tried to them that he has no choice. He asked for their forgiveness but no one can hear him. Seeing his family in pain added more misery to him as he is also alone on the other side. Eventhough the pain in his body is gone, the pain in his heart remains.

All of us one happiness,your dad ones you to be happy too.

Thank you guys i know you guys are always there for me. Don't worry, i am fine.

Remembering Sunday.

Today i can really see you guys true colours. Take everything you want.
Tomorrow 5months already. Sigh.
Time files, i couldn't imagine this 5 month without you. Seriously, where are you now?
Do you know how much we miss you? Sigh.
If only time could turn back.I really dont know how to explain the feeling missing you.
Cried and cried you wont seems to be back. Wont make me feel better also. No point at all. Sigh.
1MORE MONTH will be homeless. Sigh, i still missing staying here because its the memories with you.

God, why did you let him to leave us to early?

Its friday.

Slacking at starbucks. We have lots of things to talk about.
Back to NCHS next week. As next week is the last day of school for the secondary.
Opps, someone kiss me that day leh. SHY. Who ask you want bet with me. Hehe.
Time files, its been a year. I couldn't imagine that so much things happened this year.

A long day.

A boring and long hours in school. Lesson boring,yet long hours. I need to start my revision soon. I didnt did well for my test. Badly done. I knew i couldn't make it through. Sigh.

First Week Schhool Friday.

Travel to College Central(Bishan) return F1 unifrom.
Then back to high school.
I dont know why whenever i go back, my mood when down.
Maybe because my dad always send me to school and back home there. Sigh
I promise if i go back again it, i wont cried.

Treasure what you have now, dont regret when is too late.

10.10.10

Look! So sweet of her. She send this to me on 10.10.10 10:10pm. Isn't it sweet.

I spent my day with her! Hehe.
Tamp and back to compass slack at starbucks.

Boredom

Boredom kills.
Holidays been a week and I had been rotting at home everyday.

Working Mates.

That's my working mates!
I miss those day, with lots of fun and laughter. Its was taken by a photographer when we were working. Hahaha, I miss working with them and of course I miss them too!

Project day

Doing project but seems more like photo spamming. All pictures on facebook.
Project not complete yet. Halfway. Gonna continue later! Didnt do much today but i am still tired.

My Best Friend

Dear best friend,

Thanks for being there for me all the time.
Yes, many things happened this year. Hopefully everything will be over soon.
No matter what, you are always part of my life.
I will always remember what you had done for me.
I miss you darling.

Letters

I randomly saw this and i decided to blog.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush (I change to working mates instead of crush)

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27— The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I miss you

After knowing so much, i started thinking. When you are around i didn't treasure, then now i regretted. Sigh.

To the past

Meet up with some good friends at jalan kayu yesterday. Had a great talk and nonsense. We were laughing like nobody's business. Talking back about secondary life, i miss those day. Compare to now, those days were much more better.